My new friend! name:nornor(我的新朋友貓貓!)

Hello my dear patreon
I know that it is been a while since last time I post.

So many thing happen last month.
Because I feel so lonely when I draw. I have been alone for years.

I decided to keep a pet. I was looking for a cat to company with me!To draw with me.

I was looking for a long time.I finally had my cat a week ago.

I think I miss the may term.I am very sorry about that! I will publish reward in June.

I feel very happy and tired this week. My computer power dead. My cat seems got sick.
Tomorrow is Dragon Boat Festival. It seems that I  cant draw for few days.

I also feel happy because I  figure out  something very important.
I have been seeking for improve since I decide to became an artist!
I was improved quite fast in the begin.then I slow down. I was desire for Take it to the next level.But somehow I cant level up.

After that. when I start to draw. I feel disgust about my ability. A voice always pop out in my head says,This problem exist long time ago, Why this problem is still here?

This make me feel bad when I draw my art not to mention boring practice.
As the time goes by,things got into bad loop.

I become a dead artist. very poor and lack of productive forces.

But last week a new though come into my mind.

I am just like a bicycle trying to become  Lamborghini . I Turn into a not bad car successfully in the begin.But when I trying to become Lamborghini . Things got hard.

I lose patience when I need it most. I start to afraid that I cant be master and be popular .

I refuse to run as a ordinary car.I make myself no value.A  bicycle is better than a car does not run. 

Now,I am going to accept my art ability . no matter good or bad.I will do my best when I draw.
If it is bad. I only wish my fans still love me.
I will get my patience back.fix my art problem piece by piece.
And become a artist produce  lot of great art to my fans!

I wish my lovely fan all have a great day!
see you guys next work! good night!

love you!

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大家晚安呀!

上次發文已經挺久之前了.五月發生了很多事情

因為我一直以來畫圖都是一個人畫.時間久了覺得很寂寞.最終決定找一隻貓貓來一起畫圖

找了10多天 上禮拜終於找到屬於我的這隻貓貓!
我想我錯過了5月的獎勵時間.在這邊跟各位抱歉

獎勵會在六月底發出.

這禮拜我很開心也很累.第一次照顧小貓貓.很累.也很開心.但貓貓好像生病了.前幾天電腦電源又壞掉.總之事情很多...

明天是端午節 .我猜我這次又有幾天不能畫塗了

不過我很高興我上個月也想清楚了一些重要的東西!

自從我決定以畫圖為業的那時起.我一直在追求進步!一開始進步得很順利.但是後來真的變慢了.我無法突破.繪圖對我來說漸漸地充滿壓力.一開始畫圖就會充滿很多的厭惡感.腦中總有個聲音跑出來.[為什麼畫這麼醜.這些問題不是很久以前就有的嗎?為什麼現在還是這樣?]
這些想法讓我懼怕創作.更別說無聊的練習了!.這使我陷入一個惡性的循環.

成為了一個死去的創作畫家.又貧窮又缺乏生產力.

上個禮拜我終於有了新的想法.

我好像就好比是一台腳踏車想進步到超跑.一開始進步很順利.一下就進步成一台不好也不壞的車子.但在超跑的路上.開始變得更需要耐心.更困難.! 我卻失去了耐心.

變成一台不想看自己跑這麼慢的車子.不肯移動.沒有價值!

一台肯動的腳踏車比一台不肯動的車子更有價值!

我決定接受我的繪圖能力.不論好壞.我都盡量畫.如果畫得不好.我希望我的粉絲還喜歡我.我依然會接受這是我的實力,我的作品.

我會找回我的耐心.一步一步解決自己的繪圖問題.慢慢地往前爬!

感謝你們一路相伴! 感謝你們

祝你粉絲朋友事事順心^^ 下張作品見! 晚安!

愛你們的 Gtunver上