❤️ Thank You For Everything, Always ❤️

"Hey tea. I really have always loved your content both wholesome and lewd. I’ve been a patron for some time now, and you’ve always been such a consistent, authentic creator. You deserve all of the success in the world, and I truly mean that. I know we are all just strangers online, but you uplift so many people and make our days better. Like I said I’ve been a patron for a while now, and I’ve had other subscriptions come and go, but I always tried to keep yours active as I not only wildly appreciate your content, but also you. I really appreciate the healthy way you view sexual interaction on your platform and I wish you the best, as I might return later on. The reason I’m canceling has nothing to do with a drop in content quality or anything even remotely like that. I am a college student and the truth is that I need to be budgeting my limited funds better, and I’m trying to cut down on porn a good amount. Thank you Tea, I’ll see you around!"

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It's exit surveys like this that bring me back from the depresso-expresso void. 

Since the end of 2021, we've gone from 5000+ patrons to 3000 patrons. Even though I understand how lucky I am to have even survived the economic turbulence, some part of my ego still felt bruised. 

It doesn't feel great to decline - whatever you're doing. You think 'they've realised I'm shit', 'I was never good', 'I just had a lucky run'. And maybe there is some truth to those thoughts, but more importantly I think it's necessary to acknowledge that you can't always have an upward trajectory.

Circumstances will force you to plato or go down a few pegs. And learning to accept that is part of growing in yourself. 

So, I just want to say that it's honestly unbelievable that I have been able to convince you guys to support my mediocrity. I know what I make isn't high art, but I'm not a huge fan of that, anyways. I make what I make because it apparently makes some people happy and it enables me to work from home with my dogs and support my family.  

I don't know if we're gonna keep going down, maybe it will eventually just fizzle out, but I really am grateful for everything. 

So, whatever happens, thank you, always.