This Week At KosoruCG 8/07-8/13

Hello GG Welcome to the weekly!

even the week is already halfway through, I still want to write this weekly report

so get your hot cocoa ready for the weekly report !

oh I know it's summer but hot cocoa has no season

here's the thing

after I updated Doll 2 last month I was going to start working on Doll 3

I personally really like this brand new series

because we're using a character style that we haven't used before

(thanks necromancer)

Then I thought I needed a cover before writing the weekly

as a result, I do it longer and longer

suddenly it changed from a cover to a wallpaper

then I worked on this 21 second video for ten days（´・ω・｀）

Just to make this scene perfect

wallpaper engine is really great program

it can improve your computer experience

really really

uh...let me tell you what i did at the beginning of the month

because i think i have a bunch of things to do in august

My dentist appointment is 8/3

So my plan is I get a ride back to the city on the night of 8/2

and then I get a ride home after the dentist on 8/3

so I can have more time for my videos

unfortunately when I came back to the city on 8/2 there was a typhoon

so 8/3 they are closed

okay I can't run home on 8/3 and then back to the dentist on 8/4

so I stayed in the city for an extra day

It's throwing all my plans back

you know , sometimes it just happens

but when I'm in the city because there's nothing to do

so I read a book,the title of the book is:

"Justice: What's the Right Thing to Do?"

I think justice is the one everyone wants

everyone desires fairness and justice to happen

this is why we love superhero movies

not just because of the action scenes

everyone wants to see bad guys punished

good people get good results

but what is justice?

tell you a story

my high school was one of those stores where you pay and anyone gets a diploma

i have a really bad teacher

all i see in this man is arrogance

he thinks we're all a bunch of trash school trash

but he is different

he has lofty ideals and volunteered to come to such a school to teach us

at least that's what he thought

this man has done a lot of bad things

and one of those things happened to my friend

He told a bunch of shit that our senpai used to suspect him of taking incidentals

because he didn't want to make people suspicious

(even if he's the only adult present)

so he doesn't keep the money....brabrabra...a bunch of bullshit

so we're now going to vote for a classmate to help keep the money safe

yeah, that guy isn't very good at saying no

that's why they picked him for this shitty job

and then one day we go to gym class and the whole class leaves the room

when we got back the money was gone

no school at all installs surveillance cameras in classrooms

how are you going to get the money back?

about $2000

that's a lot

especially for a high school student

then after this happened

our teachers try their best to avoid responsibility

he told a bunch of bullshit

and finally tell us because it has nothing to do with him

so we're going to let everyone vote now we what to do

the first is that everyone pays again,about 35 people

the other is that he pays 2,000 dollars because is he lost it

He first said: Those who feel that everyone should help him out, please raise your hand

i raised my hand

'Cause I think it was all of us who threw him this shitty job in the first time

we should hold everyone accountable for this

It was very silent

after I raised my hand for a while, other people gradually raised their hands

then maybe because of the crowd effect

more and more people raise their hands

at this point I can see the old man standing on the stage without announcing the results

seems to be waiting for something

then a voice said:

"why do i have to pay again?

Is it possible that he took the $2,000 himself?"

I can almost see the smile of the 50 year old man in front of me at this moment

there was a commotion

suddenly everyone began to suspect that my friend took the $2,000 himself

I think the look of satisfaction on the face of the man in front of me can hardly be hidden at that moment

after a while of commotion

he did not initiate another vote

he told my friend:

"It seems that people prefer you to pay

can you afford the cost because everyone wants it so?"

bullshit

If he asks 35 people to pay again won't 35 parents come to the school to find him?

he certainly hoped that this matter would be settled silently by this man who couldn't say no

disgusting, right?

what i felt at the time was

we held a poll

"shall we kill and eat this only 16 year old boy"

by a 50 year old man

a teacher initiates

passed by 33 16-year-old boys(there are no girls in our class)

after my friend silently accepted

I only have anger in my heart

it's not right, it's wrong

We exploited this classmate with the votes of 34 people

include my teacher,although he didn't raise his hand

I see the corner of his mouth is raised to the ceiling

my parents told me before

we should help people

I told my mother when I got home

I want to help him share half of the amount

but she said no

my classmates have something they should learn

I shouldn't help him bear his consequences

I was even angrier then

i think she is a liar

she told me I should help people

but now she cares about her money

In the end my friend actually paid the $2,000

I don't remember much of what happened next

but as I get older

I feel more and more that sometimes people have something to learn for themselves

I often see children running in the mall

then there will always be a parent beside him yelling don't run

you will fall and get hurt

but I often think about...

shouldn't you let him fall?

If he doesn't fall, will he know that falling hurts?

If he falls a few more times, will he learn more and more when to run and how fast you can run without falling?

Is it possible that if you let him fall a few more times, so he can run fast without falling down?

Wouldn't it be better than after he listened to you,then just walk in this rest of life?

yes if i had a kid i would let him run

he must fall many times and then he will know how fast he can run without falling

So if I helped my friend in that time

Is it possible that he's in more trouble because he don't say no?

and is it possible that my friend took the $2000 himself?

maybe, i don't know

If so is it right to ask everyone to pay again?

Is it possible that the justice I thought back then

is wrong?

maybe save that $2000 and he won't be more careful in the future and he'll be in more trouble?

Is it possible that my friend's family is rich

but some of my other classmates really have no way to pay again?

then I'd be that jerk if I asked someone else to pay again

So what is right?

what is justice?

I haven't finished the book yet

but honestly

i don't think there's an answer to this

I think this is a question that humans have been debating since ancient times

sometimes I think it's a kind of justice not to meddle in other people's business

you use your justice to think

It is not right that children in certain countries are prostitution

for these children we should close the brothels

then what is the result

these children are prostituting in worse conditions

or starve to death

If a woman trades sex for his family for a better life

why are you telling her it's wrong?

why you put pressure on her with your justice

tell her it's wrong and hurt her?

or do you think you can feed everyone?

among people I know

some people hate me so much

because i look evil

I'll tell people all cheap product will blows up

because when the company was producing this product

they'll calculate how much it will cost to "let this thing don't blowing up"

how much would this thing cost if it blew you up

If the calculation turns out to blow up some unlucky people then going to court is more cheap than a safety device

then this thing will explode

this is how our world works

things I've learned while working in restaurants are

as long as this stuff "doesn't die immediately" after eating at your restaurant

there is no evidence to prove that it was your food that killed him

they'll feed you anything as long as it's cheap enough

when an accident happened to the titan

I hear people complain: What's more important than passenger safety?

what I have in mind is: cost

no offense to the deceased

these thoughts sound scary

people avoid these claims

what i think is

You should know how other people do things and what standards they use

You should know how the world works

but you don't have to follow

everything is your choice

what kind of person do you want to be

But they'll tell me no one thinks like that

this world is reserved for those who are full of love

everyone should be happy at work

if you can give you should give

there are only good people in this world,If you don't think like that, you're the bad guy

a bunch of bullshit like that

I don't think saying these things makes you look more...

like a good person

it just makes you look dumb

I don't know if these people live in rainbow unicorn fantasy world or what

my parents told me since I was a kid that there are bad people in the world

Then these grown one tell me there's only love in the world

and with their justice tell you what's right and what's wrong

the protagonist of the game should be a fat woman

fat women shouldn't feel inferior fat women should stand up

why do you keep telling fat women i know you have low self esteem

or insist on adding a bunch of black characters

Seriously I don't think it's justice

this is discrimination

Will" Smith is my favorite actor

i love his movies

But if I tell people I don't think Will" Smith is right for Snow White

Someone will tell me it's discrimination

Will" Smith should fit any characters

no i don't think

I think the word justice is getting weirder in today's world

everyone wants to have the power to judge

"Punish the bad guys" "Reward the good guys"

but how do you know what is good and what is bad?

when I was in high school, I thought it was justice to make everyone pay again

Is it possible that my classmate's family is rich?

and the money is too heavy for others?

sometimes we don't know everything

I used to want to be a partner in justice

want to meddle in other people's business

try to make the world better

But how do I know what's good for him?

I used to walk on the road with my friends

we saw an old man begging for money on the side of the road

my friend went over and gave him about 4 dollars

the old man nodded and smiled at him in thanks

when my friend gets back to me we keep walking

I did not say anything

He told me: I hope he uses the money to eat something

I know he's not doing it for superiority

that's his justice his kindness his motive

i don't think he's wrong

I told him: how do you know he won't use the money to buy a pack of cigarettes or drunkenness? Both of these things are bad for health

he told me: well...I hope not, I just want him to be happy today

seriously, if you can have a good day, maybe cigarettes and drink aren't such a bad thing

i think cancer kills people

but depression and sadness may make life more painful than death

So I won't use my justice to tell him his actions are wrong

He can understand why I don't give money

I can understand why he gave money

this is my friend

we both know that justice has no definition

so what did we do

we didn't do anything

we don't interfere with each other's justice

it may not be justice

but it's about respecting other people's choices

I haven't finished the book yet

although I don't think justice will come to conclusions

but if I see something really cool

I'll probably tell you

ugh...i said a bunch of stuff and realized i didn't seem to be get in to part of the weekly report

usually I should start by telling what we're going to do next and then tell these stories

then let's enter the weekly report now

uh...I'll try and see if I can finish Doll 3 on Sunday

Doll 3 is now a top priority

i miss necrophilia

and then that Koikatsu computer setup video

I don't know. I'll see if I can do it when I have time.

I hope it can be done this month

we have too many videos to do too little time

okay that's all

thank you for watching the weekly

hope you look forward to the next video:)