This Week At KosoruCG 4/28-5/4

uah...... although I'd love to have an iced Coke while writing the weekly paper But the doctor told me not to drink iced things anymore so now i just make black tea I'll just listen to him for now until my respiratory infection clears up... this time may be a bit long because I also plan to tell a story So I also suggest you get something to drink Hello GG! It's time for our weekly report again I never thought I'd be posting two weekly newsletters in a row considering that the last time you saw me I was also writing a weekly uh...i think i should explain that cover first because you're probably going to want to know I mentioned last week that I'm remaking Momo But I'm not satisfied with the result of the remake I don't think she should just change her skin and new eye material Oh you can see that new eye material I have been drawing for a while and I think it is very beautiful great for Momo (although she's hung there) so i started thinking how can I make this character more perfect because there are many things in KK that I can't change BUT! but but butt! I can make changes outside of KK so i started to learn zbrush yeah...I ran off to use another tool Then I tried for a few days and I got some results something very groundbreaking something new you can see the before and after changes in the picture these are not customizable with KK you will definitely need to use other professional programs My big dissatisfaction with KK's character one is: "why can't i have plump arms" they can only be thick or very thin You can't make it "plump" so I went to zbrush to modify the model got the result like this OMG did you see that sexy arm It's like a thigh that grows on the upper body and next to tits I think all characters should have sexy arms like this and tongue preset tongue sucks but now you have a wet sexy tongue oh i forgot to mention i changed that bikini original bikini look like fucking body paint Well, actually, I'm done talking about what I was doing last week LMAO I'll be honest with you guys I don't have any video progress at all because I'm working on zbrush use all the time Actually, before I posted this weekly report, I have thought about a question "Uh I don't seem to update the video" Maybe I should make a simple video to accompany this Momo remake and post a video but I quickly dismissed the idea because I'm actually doing a lot of things that are helpful for future plans Imagine when I master the use of other 3D software and there are awesome custom characters how great those videos will be So I don't want to waste my time making a video that doesn't really matter just to increase the number of updates i don't want that although I don't think I'll be able to update any of the videos this month because I haven't finished my research in Zbrush yet I think it's very close and I'd love to finish it get a full skill so I'm not going to make a new video right now Sorry guys but I can assure you that these tools will make the video better oh in fact I'm not going to make every character I use in the future no one has that much time if you want to open a restaurant You can't grow your own vegetables, raise your own cows, and make your own plates you just can't you must need help from others because we all have our specialties so of course you can rely on other people this is exactly how our society works Speaking of expertise let me share a story I've known a guy for a while we used to play games together i met him on the internet I know he's in the game making business he is a professional in 3D production since I'm learning zbrush I thought he could help so I wanted to get some advice from him I share the model I made in Zbrush I told him I thought it was a good I like it very much I am very happy now he told me this sucks express to me how much wrong with this I'm not angry not at all i take that for granted Because how can I get things well in two days LMAO I said to him: "You're right bro this thing sucks but i think i can take my time as long as I keep doing it one day I will become a master" he told me I was wrong this stuff needs to be very professional he has been in this industry for 10 years this is not something that a layman like me can do just by saying and doing i can see he's upset so i told him whoa man calm down it's not that serious I'm not building airplanes mistakes don't kill anyone It's okay to be unprofessional who can be great at doing something for the first time I didn't expect him to be more angry he thinks I don't respect his profession disrespect him uh....i explained to him i didn't mean that but that didn't work anyway, this is how it ended i was confused and then he blew up I later wondered how I offended him I remember sitting on a chair outside the hypermarket with a cup of coffee I was reminded of when I was 18 years old and went to bakery to study My boss has been making bread for 40 years he was 50 years old he didn't go to school when he was 10 so he learn how to make bread You can totally see what is called a master in this guy he's very fast and precise at the same time, he can accurately grasp the time of all bread without any timer When I asked him full of surprise How did he do that he only answers me "do a lot" i think so When you do something for 40 years you will be a master Why do I associate these two things together? because I think people really need a lot of courage to make mistakes people are afraid of failure People remember how much they screwed up as if those things were really serious remember the last time I said I didn't succeed in getting a driver's license? After my constant practice I managed to get my driver's license next week I don't think it matters how much you screw up what matters is what you plan to do next what new ideas do you have The guy told me these things are very professional I shouldn't think so easily In fact, I didn't think of this matter very simply I think it's hard to master any skill I just think it's okay to make a mistake so i don't think it's that serious This thing can be done slowly after all it won't kill anyone sometimes I think life is so long you have so much time why do you blame yourself for not doing well once? of course you can be happy when the little goals you set are met and you can of course give yourself time to learn certain things who has never been a noobs don't care what other people tell you they won't be responsible for your life All you need to do is know what your goal is what do you want and walk on that road as long as you make sure these things help you just don't doubt keep going hope you can be who they want to be :) speaking of goals I haven't said what I'm going to do next week emm...the weird thing is i always have a plan in but i don't always follow the plan I remember my plan last week was to complete the remake of Mo and drowning girl videos as a result, I ran to learn zbrush It's not in my plan at all... But that armpit is really nice so be it :) and I actually have a new video idea It's about dragging a jogging girl into the grass... woooo that scene will be awesome i think i'll really do that video but before that there are a bunch of videos oh i was only halfway through about making characters For me, the main intention is to make a video If I were to make all the characters myself and I have to make video You will probably only see me update once or twice a month LMAO I still want to make videos i have a bunch of new ideas After I finish the remake of Momo you guys will see a really cool Momo!! then we'll pin her to the wall if you guys saw my first work(´・ω・`) that's all Thank you for watching this weekly report I've already planned the remake of Mo it won't just remake that 10 second loop that sucks I am also looking forward to seeing the remake of Mo I really like this scene after all we will meet soon:)