Break for the next few days

the following test was before I knew about the leukimia on my cat:
sorry for not posting a this week at Bettas and even the Applejack and goblin wip One of my cats (Bella) the one that had a castration on the beginning of the month, ahe started to get worse around last Thursday and had been trying to help her Today I decided to hospitalized her, she just had a bunch of exams and I'm wait for a diagnosis I genuinely not on the best place right now, gonna be taking a break for today and tomorrow

yep my cat was diagnosted with feline leukimia of all the fucking things

Im devastated, I genuinely can't stop crying for the last couple of hours she got max 3 to 4 years now, men

My second ever fucking pet

gonna not even get 5 years with me

I cant fucking belive

I genuinely don't know how to act, so the next couple of days I will take a break

Im sorry.