Hihi, just a reminder that I love you guys <3

You make my world go round and you make me so happy, im so grateful every day to see you here and to read your comments and fanmail.

Youre all just so amazing.

Im going through a bit of a, not a writers block, but a bad brain situation the past few days, holiday anxiety you know how it is.

Its been a bit of a struggle to draw so ive been doing other stuff ive been neglecting to improve life.

Ive been sketching here and there but I just wanted to let yiou know why I havnt made a full pic yet.

My heads just not there and its hard to like, focus for a minute.

I think a large part of that is how much ive let life get out of control so im taking the opportunity to work on it.

just remember I care about and love you guys, if you ever feel like my subscription isnt worth the time with my inconsistency lately Im always understanding if you need to take a break.

Or even if you need a break for holiday finances <3 id much rather you take care of yourselves than give me money for something you feel I didnt earn lol.

But yeah, lately its been tough, nothing really bads happening but im going through a bit of a struggle between feeling like my art isnt good enough and wanting to study and also wanting to make pics.

Its funny because the better you get the more holes you see in your art and the more holes you see the more discouraged you get so even though youre better you feel like arts harder haha.

So Its like all in my head, I could sit down and make a pic a day with my old quality but its hard to not be the best you can be on purpose because I feel like we all deserve more, plus theres only so many dirty names I can call you before I get stale lol.

anyways like I said, ive been studying my gross butt off and making sure im learning a lot and I promise im doing what I can when I can.

I thank everyone who's been here for me through and through, it hurts my heart knowing im not able to give you my all because you deserve the world <3