Gentle World

I wanted to write about a gentle world.

I thought the warmth of people is kind, so I'm posting this as a little rehabilitation.

Thank you so much for your concern and words of encouragement.

It made me happy.

I think I'm getting better little by little, so I'll do my best little by little.

I'll post the progress report below, but there are some painful expressions, so if you don't like it, please stop here.

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Yesterday, the swelling got so bad that I couldn't sleep even with painkillers

 (me it's not so much the anus, but rather the right side of my legs and the outer circumference of my buttocks that are swollen).

I told them that, and they had to do an even deeper incision!

They gave me sacral anesthesia, which is anesthesia for the lower part of the body, and then made a wide incision with a laser scalpel to drain the pus.

(On a side note, they used some really strong tape or something to hold my left and right buttocks together and spread them apart!)

 There's still quite a big swelling, and the wound is not sutured, so it's painful.

But thanks to this, I feel much better.

I haven't had the high fever that I used to have every day since yesterday and today.

For the past week or two, I've been groaning in pain from the swelling, even when I stand or lie down, let alone sit down, but today I was able to sit on a train chair!

And I was able to draw a picture like this for a short time! ? .

I'm so happy.

It's not completely healed yet, but it's getting better little by little.

So, thanks for your concern!

I'll do my best to heal as quickly as possible.