［塗りラフ］雑記　♯4677

最近塗った欲獅子と、1ヶ月前にリメイク始めた頃に塗った欲獅子

明らかにクオリティに差がある?

だから自分で良いなと思う絵は出来る限り後回しにしたいんだ。

でも後回しにし過ぎて結局塗らない…みたいなこともよく起きてしまうのだ。

この欲獅子も2年前に塗るつもりだったけど後回しにして塗れなかった。

今回はちゃんと塗るで！?

父と母がくだらないことで口論してるのを傍で聞いてたんだけど。

今回は100対0で母が悪かった。

酷かったから母にメールで良くないよと伝えたら

「父に謝ります」ってメールが来たけど

本当に伝わってるかはわからない。

私とモメたくないために表面上そう言ってるだけかもしれないからね。

母は普段穏やかだけど、父以上に攻撃性強いところがあって

自分が不利になると、自分を守ろうと何でもかんでも攻撃しまくる癖がある。

それでいて無自覚に喧嘩を売るから質が悪いのだ。

それなのに自分を被害者だと思う気持ちが強く…

まぁ厄介なのだ。普段はすごく良い人なんだけどね。

大人でも感情をコントロールできない人が大半なんだよね。

自分を知る、ものすごい大事！

A recently painted greedy lion and a greedy lion painted a month ago when I started remaking.

There's obviously a difference in quality?.

So I like to put off as long as I can the paintings I think are good.

But I often put them off too long and end up not painting them...

I was going to paint this Greedy Lion two years ago, but I put it off and didn't paint it.

This time I'm going to apply it properly! ?.

I was listening to my father and mother arguing over something stupid.

This time it was 100-0 my mother's fault.

It was so bad that I texted my mother and told her it wasn't nice.

She texted me, ‘I apologise to my dad.’

I don't know if she really got the message.

I don't know if she's really getting the message, because she might just be saying that on the surface to avoid getting into a fight with me.

My mother is usually calm, but she's even more aggressive than my father.

When she is at a disadvantage, she has a habit of attacking everything and everyone to defend herself.

And yet she fights without realising it, which is why her quality is so bad.

And yet he feels strongly that he is the victim...

It's a very tricky thing. I'm usually a very nice person.

Most people can't control their emotions, even adults.

Knowing yourself, it's incredibly important!