Big Talk (emergency YCH)

So, this new YCH is live on furaffinity. Working with pen and paper is harder than I remembered :C
I feel very weird posting another YCH so soon without finishing my previous work first, like I'm taking advantage of people, I really dislike that feeling, my anxiety picks up and I start listening too much to my critical self and I know it's bs 'cause I will finish this piece no matter what.
Just wanted to share the sketch and my thoughts with you all plus I can't post anything new until I can buy a new GPU :[