Personal news.

Today is a sad day. For those who know, my mom passed away in July last year, after fighting nasty cancers for years. Due to a genetic mutation called BRCA1, it just wouldn't go away. Today I got the results of my genetic test and I turned out positive for the mutation. I'm really crushed, I tried to prepare myself to the eventuality it may be positive but I wasn't really ready for it What passed through my mind first today is how much my mom suffered, even ehile standing strong as much as she could, and that I could end up the same way. I'm very scared of when I'll be 40 and I will need to remove my breasts and ovaries to lower the risks of getting sick. I know it doesn't mean much to all of you, I'm just a random cosplayer on the internet, I guess, but it's important for me to keep in touch with all of you. You're the reason I keep going the way it is and I couldn't make it without all of you. I'm not ready for what the future holds but I have time to prepare myself to it. And I hope to have you all around still by then Stay awesome everyone, and thank you for all the things you do, know that I read every of your comment everyday, and answer to everyone I can. A special thanks to YuzuPyon for being the awesome friend she is, which supports me through everything I have to endure. I'm lucky to have her by my side ~ Miko