Fire

A very important message for those who support me.

I've lost the fire in my work for a very long time. I'm always doing something for someone, I'm still interested in doing animations, and I'm not going to stop, but as you can see, the time interval between animations has become longer and less frequent. The fact is that I spend a lot of time on models, although it may not be visible. And I constantly think that I'm not doing enough, I need to do more, and as strange as it may sound, but because of this, the intusiasm disappears, and the case really goes longer than necessary.

I thought to stop paying for the patron for a month or two, and just relax, doing something that interests me, making animations that I want for myself, playing with models that I want to touch.

But thanks to you, I was able to decide to quit my job more than a year ago, and I am told that people support me not only for the awards, but because they want it. I'm from Russia, here people try to get everything for free, and paying for games/movies/TV series is considered "stupid" (talking about supporting other artists) For this reason, even after a few years, I can not get rid of the feeling that if they help me, then I am in debt. I want to return the fire, I want to mentally get out of the swamp in which I sit.

That's why I want to ask. Or rather, to warn you that I want to spend the next 2 months on myself, on something that would bring to life at least a few of my ideas, that would make animations for friends just because I would like, and maybe I will finally start learning blender, and I will work there.

This is a warning to everyone.

I don't stop doing animations, but I want to take a break, and take my sense of "duty" off my shoulders. I'll do everything I promised sooner or later, don't worry, 

I understand that this will most likely alienate people from me, but I'm afraid that if I don't, I'll burn out completely. And then i will need to look for a job, and say goodbye to your hobby. And go back to the old "1 or 2 animation per month"