✨? Life, Content, & Health Updates! [ Please Read ] ?✨

To everyone new here this month - welcome! I hope you decide to stick around a while despite this last month or so being fairly quiet. Make sure to check the page on a browser like Safari or Chrome so you can see the pinned post that doesn’t show on the mobile app. Pinned post contains more detailed info about different tiers as well as links to the Discord server and archive of exclusive audios.

Losing my grandma tail end of February and my dog almost two weeks ago has been really hard on me. What I haven’t really talked about outside of stream is this year I also lost two people I considered friends - Ken Balcomb (world renowned whale biologist) and David Kirby (author of “Death At SeaWorld” the book that inspired the film “Blackfish”). I used to work with Ken at his museum when I was fresh out of college and hung out with David at numerous Superpod events (small convention for whale nerds). So it’s just been feeling like I can’t catch a break this year with so many loved ones I care about passing. It’s taken a major toll on my mental health and pushed me into a fairly deep depressive state that’s been hard to break out of.

With my physical health I’ve been dealing with abdominal and pelvic issues for over a week now and my doctor still can’t pinpoint the cause. While they did find a UTI after hardcore treatment the pain didn’t go away with it. So then they thought irregular periods and bad PMS pain but that hasn’t come up yet. Now they’re thinking severe constipation but after taking a prescription laxative that had me running to the can for hours feeling like my guts were being ripped out the pain is still there. I’ve also been dealing with lack of appetite, bad nausea, and vomiting on and off. At this point they’re considering referring me to the hospital for thorough testing which is going to suck if things don’t resolve on their own soon.

Back on the mental health front I’ve been approved for ketamine therapy treatment to try to help with this bad depressive episode. Just got my kit in the other day and I sit down with the therapist to do the first treatment Wednesday evening. They’re hoping after a few treatments I’ll start making a breakthrough and things will feel less heavy and cloudy. That’s the goal and I’m praying it happens because feeling the way I have been really sucks. Not only is content suffering because of it but other aspects of my life are too. It’s bad. Something needs to happen so I’m really hoping this helps.

If you’ve been in the Discord server I’ve been sharing more audio ideas lately. So if you would like to see what’s on my mind and offer input be sure to join! Everyone is super welcoming and friendly too.

I’m hoping with it being a new month my motivation to work on audios again more regularly will come back. But please be patient with me if I still need more time to deal with things. I also only have late night/wee morning hours to try to do my recordings and if Baby Eevee or even Little Fox are awake then I’m screwed. As the rest of the day there’s too much activity in my suburban neighborhood that can be picked up through paper thin walls - cars, mowing lawns, kids playing, dogs barking, low flying aircraft, etc. Editing also gets slow if I have to spend most of my time tending to the baby and/or toddler and don’t have anyone around to help out.

I know some of you, especially newer people, expect a more frequent and consistent output of content and normally I’d been pretty good about that despite my family and home circumstances. But unlike other creators I’m not a young college student or single early-mid 20s girl who doesn’t need to worry about much other than maybe school, a regular job, and then content (those who haven’t been able to make content their full time gig). I have additional responsibilities to my home, spouse, and children. I’m also disabled battling bipolar 2 and adhd my whole life as well as terrible arthritis. I have good days and bad and unfortunately my bad days have been more frequently lately. So I can’t make any promises when it comes to content other than I will work on it and post it when I can.

I’ve also been getting ready for Orki’s redebut on Twitch and Joystick.tv happening end of May. Along with the streams will be a merch collab drop with UwUMarket. Would appreciate it if y’all would come and hang out! More info: https://www.OrkiVtuber.com

All this to say I have a lot going on right now and getting content put out quickly and efficiently (especially since my audios run well over 20 minutes sometimes over 30 which is longer than the average creator in this genre tends to do and also means longer recording sessions and time spent editing) just isn’t all that feasible. Perhaps things will calm down soon especially with the ketamine sessions and I will get to feeling better. Which would make working on content easier for sure. For now, I’m sorry to say, we’ll have to play a waiting game.

So I would like to sincerely thank you all for your love and support, especially your support on here, as well as your continued patience and understanding while I deal with this difficult time in my life. It means a great deal and I’m beyond grateful. Please keep safe, be well, practice self care, know that I love you, and as always - stay awesome~~~! ❤️❤️❤️✨

XOXO Kitti Minx ???✨