✨?❤️ Happy Holidays Everyone~!!! [ Important News - Please Read! ] ❤️?✨

Hey all! To those of you who joined recently be sure to check out the page in a browser window like Chrome or Firefox or Safari and not just the mobile app. This is because I’ve got an important pinned post with information about what you get at the different tiers as well as links to things you might want access to like the Patron Only Discord and archive of Exclusive audios. If you’re at $15+ the link to free Fansly content was posted at the beginning of the month so you just need to do a little scrolling or search the Fansly tag! Hope you enjoy your time here!

Anyway, Merry Christmas to those who celebrate and Happy Holidays in general! I’ve been busy doing Hanukkah preparing for Christmas with my family (mixed faith household). Our new house while very nice isn’t all that big and doesn’t have a ton of storage so it had been tricky to hide the kids’ gifts all month and them not stumble across anything but I think we succeeded. My parents came over with dinner they made yesterday evening for Christmas Eve and later today we’re scooping up the kids and visiting D’s family for the Christmas Day holiday. Hope however you choose to celebrate , if you do, is nice and chill and peaceful for you. And if you don’t celebrate or have to work that your day goes well with minimal stresses!

I sincerely apologize I wasn’t able to get much content out this month. As you can tell by art I got for thumbnails and whatnot I did have plans especially for the holidays but my health and life as a whole got in the way. I’m still not feeling all too well and my body in general just doesn’t like cooperating lately. I have also been dealing with some personal issues like realizing how much I miss all the family I have who I don’t live near to (which is most of them) and dealing with my abusive ex trying to make contact despite there being a legal no contact order. It takes a toll after a while and depresses me a bit.

Just thinking about my grandmother alone has put me in a spiral of sadness as she’s in hospice with bad Alzheimer’s and dementia (she doesn’t recognize anyone anymore and stopped verbalizing entirely basically just existing on autopilot with care from nurses so she’s not in pain, it’s now a waiting game for the rest of her body to catch up so she can move peacefully on to the next plane of existence and join my grandfather). I’ve been breaking down in tears a lot lately. Combination of reasons to feel sad, overwhelming stress, and pregnancy hormones messing with me. Between my stomach issues, other aches and pains from third trimester pregnancy, and various life issues getting to me mentally/emotionally it’s been difficult to focus on producing much content. Not to mention my psychiatrist has had to reduce doses on a lot of my meds and cut one out entirely now that I’m getting closer and closer to giving birth so the drugs don’t affect said birth or the baby. But my mental health meds do play a role in my focus and productivity so it just makes it even harder now to get anything done not just content. My brain has been super foggy and Jr sucks so hard.

Even still I am truly sorry and I understand how frustrated some of you may feel. I know there are women out there able to work hard and be productive up until the baby pops out (though granted those are usually first time pregnancies for younger folks which are statistically easier on the mind and body - my first pregnancy was a breeze up until the tail end with my second being a bit rougher but not super bad either) but this pregnancy has been really hard for me despite the burst of energy and minimal side effects I had in the second trimester. Upon getting into the third trimester my ass has been getting kicked hard both figuratively and literally (seriously I move certain ways I get shooting shock pains in my butthole it’s weird and awful). I feel so blessed I have a supportive husband and family who are willing to do what they can to help out as in the last month most housework has gotten to be near impossible for me to stay on top of and in the last week or so doing much homemade cooking has become a burden. Not to mention keeping up with a hyper almost 9 year old who is off from school until January 5th and a curious energetic 2 1/2 year old and everything that goes with that. D has really stepped up to help with things despite working overnights outside the home for long hours 4 nights a week and keeping up with military duties. I know there’s people out there who aren’t so fortunate when it comes to getting help from partners or don’t even have partners to help at all. I count my blessings every day.

I do have things planned for the upcoming new year I am determined to accomplish. Before I go in to have the baby I want to finish and put up collabs I’ve been working on with the creators blasian_wannabe and Dude That’s Lewd/Wholesome. I also have had in the works a long detailed audio project with professional VA Chris Patton that’s been in progress since the spring. But that one may need to wait until after things are situated with the baby and I can get back to work. Plus I have tons of ideas for new audios/characters and continuing existing characters’ stories and overarching plots in general like the new one where you’re lost in a mystical Savannah setting. On the vtubing front Orki is getting a fresh new look for 2023 that will hopefully be ready in March (done by the artist and rigger who did the last couple 2D Orki models) , a cute winter themed model done by a new artist I will use when I can in the meanwhile, and I’m considering doing a Dark Orki Arc event later in 2023 likely around my birthday time where I will stream more edgy style content.

The other big thing I’m slowly working on for 2023 (after baby is here and settled) is a new YouTube channel with a slight rebrand. After going through last year’s analytics and going over my current channel’s performance as well as having media experts look things over a conclusion has been made my channel is likely shadowbanned by YouTube at this point. Or at least situated to be unfavorable in the algorithm no matter what I put out. This really hurts my growth as a creator as well as puts a damper on my desire to put content up if I know most people won’t be seeing it anyway. The likely causes for this was my channel getting into the monetized partner program (big mistake I shouldn’t have done that as most of my hundreds of videos got the yellow approval for minimal ads anyway) then demonetized earlier this year when they changed their content guidelines to be in the program, and the couple of channel strikes I got in the year though one was fully appealed. A fresh start with a new channel may be what the doctor ordered in terms of getting my works back in the algorithm and growth happening once more. Plus it will allow me some freedoms to work on new ideas. It will still be ASMR story content , that’s not changing , but I will be experimenting with more than what I have been. I hope you will wish to support me in this upcoming endeavor!

Alright that’s about it from me today. Again, merry Christmas and happy holidays to all of you. Please be safe and keep well. Practice good self care! Know that I love and care about you and am very grateful for you. And of course as always - stay awesome~~~~!!! ❤️❤️❤️✨

XOXO Kitti Minx ???✨

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