Queen Azshara - WIP and plans for April-May

Hi guys! I hope you're doing well.

I will have to pause the billing cycle this month. The next payment will be charged on June 1.

I will probably be able to send the rewards at the end of next month.

This post will describe not the most pleasant things, so if you would not like to spoil your mood, then it is better to skip this post.

---

You've probably noticed I stop payment cycles often. This happens because I don't have time to finish all the pictures by the end of the month. And I wouldn't want you to pay when I'm not sending packs. I think it's fair.

And I feel like I need to clarify why this is happening.

I have some mental health issues. It's been going on for 2 years now. I'm trying to do something about it, but the pills only help me for the period when I take them. And I noticed side effects, so I stopped taking them last year. I draw when I feel better, when I feel bad - I just can't draw. Moreover, I don't want my condition to be reflected in my drawings in any way.

But it looks like I'm going to have to start taking the pills again.

I am so tired of this. I really want everything to be the same as before. I really want to and I'm trying to do something about it. I'm sorry to write all this here, but I had to. (I'm probably going to regret writing this all. хD) I didn't want to complain, just to bring some clarity. So that it doesn't look like I'm too lazy or I don't want to draw. That's not so. Drawing is my life. Most of it.

I have a lot of ideas that sometimes keep me awake at night, but I just don't have the energy to draw it. But I'm sure that everything will be fine and I'll handle it. I'm sorry again, thank you for still supporting me.