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Everyone, I'm sorry that I'm not active, I spend time offline mostly with family, friends and loved ones. I hope you all also are healthy and take care of yourselves ❤️‍?

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Now let's talk

If any of you are confused by the amount of negativity that my art receives, please read this.

First of all, let's stay calm. I know haters are pressed, but whatever narrative they'll will try to put on me and my art, it's all false. Therefore it's needless to waste energy trying to prove their lies wrong. If I'd be paying attention to all the hate I won't have time to live and create art. I mean, I barely have time to react to all the love and support that I get! Which I actually better do.

Remember, the words of haters are the reflection of themselves. If they knew that they speak the truth, why they can't even dm me from their personal account? All these years they never did. Because they only want to believe in their own lies. This is why they speak from their anonymous accounts, first block me, then speak hate and root for their own delusional hateful believes. 

I heard it all. There's no need to inform me and ask me if I'm worried about it. I used to receive death threats. Some of them even threatened death to my family. Once I was informed that haters even did some magic rituals to wish death upon me. Luckily, I'm not superstitious. Doesn't matter how much any inhuman individual says such things it won't come true. Perhaps all their negativity will return to them, cause they're the ones who believe in it. And of course, if you wish nothing but love, happiness and and peace to others - you will have it back.

One of my friends was concerned about my safety, they told me that if anything I should contact police. Well, don't worry, I live in a safe city and safe area, nearby military facilities and governmental buildings, every entry has guards. I'm from a military family too, my relatives are army and police officers, so, whatever. Also we have programmers among acquaintances, who can determine who those bullies are in case they try to do anything. But most of haters are just immature teenagers, some are adults with no job, no life, none of them has courage even to talk to me. So the best solution is don't interact, forget, move on. 

Maybe the bad side of that negative information is that it can delude others into believing that it's true. But I hope it's temporary and these people will realize it sooner or later and at least stop supporting the bullying and harassment.

Just look how how much artists get hate? Our boys (BTS) have so many antis and if you check what antis say - they also blame BTS in everything possible. But all of this is ripped out of context, blown out of proportion, and most of the times just made up, all these rumors, edits and cosplays and so on. Besides BTS literally every of my favorite celebrity got hate, I won't list here cause I listen to all the mainstream music and watch all the mainstream movies - damn literally everyone has haters. Whatever controversy is out there, news don't tell the truth, we don't know the truth, therefore we shouldn't judge. For many years I follow public figures on social media for their content and I'm aware of all the bullshit out there about them, but I don't care. I'm here for music and art. I know well they don't harm anyone, and that's enough.

And yes, not only celebrities but literally every public person that would get more followers than the average, many creators that I watch, gamers, influencers, even psychologists and travel bloggers - there's always a forum, a post, a video, or a thread cancelling them on every point. How to cope with all this negativity? Just close, don't read, don't watch. Don't waste your time. But even if you do, then don't jump to conclusions and don't let it ruin your day. It will make someone's feel much better and add the positive energy for you.

Those people who believe themselves to be so righteous by going around internet and hating on art, they could instead do good things actually. Can these so called fighters for the good cause fight against real evil who actually abuse and hurt others? I guess they're too coward, they don't care that real people are being hurt. They just live in their own lies pent up by jealousy and envy, thinking that the object of their envy is a threat to the whole world, who? just a musician, an actor, an artist, another human. Those who hate them are that kind of people who believe that anime, video games, horror movies and heavy metal music is the reason why world is so full violence, maniacs and psychopaths... very bold to assume, as if all the bad things didn't exist before the internet. Art is art, unless the creator doesn't clearly clarify a certain idea we shouldn't assume that it has a harmful impact. If something means harm - it's not art anymore. True art heals us, art liberates us and becomes our emotional shelter.

I'm not religious neither is my family, but one side of them came from the Buddhist background (like Jk's too hehe) and there's good quote I saved: "They blame those who sit silent, they blame those who speak too much. Those speaking little too they blame. There is no one who is not blamed in this world. There never was, there never will be, nor does there exist now, a person who is wholly blamed or wholly praised." 

Which means no matter what we do - or even if we don't do anything, we will be always judged by someone. So instead of trying to fit other's expectations we better stay ourselves in this one life, our life. With all the time left, do what you love, spread love, focus on love ?

Forgive me for my English, or if I expressed something incorrectly. I hope it was understandable. Thank you for reading, Have a good day~ HL