Tomorrow’s Patreon Content will be out 28th 6PM KST + I did the thing

Hello everyone I am updating and informing you that tomorrow’s Patreon content will be out at 6PM KST on the 28th (2AM PST / 5AM EST) I can not adhere to the 9AM release as my movements today went incredibly awry and put me behind schedule.

I attended the LE SSERAFIM pop up shop as today was my only day where I could have fit it in. I left at 7AM PST expecting to be back by 12PM. Due to the sheer volume of people I was on standby until 12:30PM and was not even able to leave the venue until 4PM and was only just now able to return home (it’s 6PM PST).

I hope many of you can understand why I had to do this. It’s been hard having to accept that I am depressed again, and because I’ve been working on having healthy mental tools, I know there is nothing more I can do than just let myself feel this way and take care of myself. Today was such a day.

I have felt emotionless and out of touch with reality for a week now but today sparked a strange flutter in my heart. It felt like I was remembering what it meant to be an actual K-Pop fan not just someone who has to do work pertaining K-Pop.

This is actually the first fan event type experience I’ve ever been to and it made me very emotional. I even experienced the classic fan thing that I’d only heard about!

This one person asked if I would trade photo cards with them, I said sure, and the flood gates opened and 4 others came up to me. I lost really cute Chaewon and Kazuha cards to them but I wanted to be nice and figured they would appreciate them more than me but still ?

But this experience also made me a deeper LE SSERA fan and also made me realize how much I both love and look up to these women.

Anyway, I hope you understand that I needed this day! I will film some extra bonus drops for keeping you waiting even longer but FEARNOT! It’ll be worth it ?

There was also something incredibly moving for me to be surrounded by a bunch of K-Pop fans. It really gave me a breath of fresh air and gave me inspiration to work harder on my videos.

Thank you to the Patrons who gave me an advance notice on this event happening. It was very meaningful to me. God dammit they were sold out of everything I wanted but I am grateful that I got to be in a position to get even anything at all!

I’ll also be making a whole LE SSERA-DRIP outfit video on my TikTok soon so stay tuned!!

See you tomorrow!!!