Bonus Video - 恥辱の敗北ダンス (Disgraceful Defeat Dance?)

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2024-10-23

これはですね……今なら間違いなくVideo Preview枠に入るような内容なんですけど、

当時はまだFanboxを始めたばかりで、

月末にたくさんの方が登録してくださって……?

「こんなに応援してもらってるのに、なにかお礼をしたい！」

「でも動画の編集が間に合わない！」

――そう思って、勢いで撮ったのがこの映像です?

……はい、**編集が遅れてごめんなさいの“屈辱ダンス”**です?

少し恥ずかしいポーズで、ぺこぺこと謝りながら踊ってるだけの動画なんですけど、

今見返すともう、穴に入りたいレベルで恥ずかしいです??

当時は本当に必死で、

少しでも「差別化したお礼」をしたくて頑張ってました。

今なら絶対プレビューに入れるような短い動画なんですが、

あの頃の私はそれすら全力でしたね…?

だからこそ、今こうして見返すと、

「うわあ…でも頑張ってたな」ってちょっと愛おしくなります。

この恥ずかしい黒歴史を埋めるためにも、

ちゃんと再アップロードを頑張って、

早く最新の作品まで追いつかないとですね！?✨

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So… this one, honestly,

would definitely go under “Video Preview” if I uploaded it today ?

But back then, I had just started Fanbox,

and it was the end of the month —

so many people had subscribed all at once,

and I felt so bad that I couldn’t upload enough content in time?

So I thought, “I have to give them something special!”

But my editing wasn’t finished yet…

so I ended up filming an “apology dance” video as a thank-you-slash-sorry gift ?

Yup. A silly, humiliating dance where I bow and apologize while moving around a little?

It’s short, clumsy, and full of awkward poses —

and now, watching it again, I can’t help but want to hide under a blanket ??

At the time though, I really wanted to show my appreciation,

so I tried to make it feel like a little exclusive gift for the new supporters.

Now, looking back, it’s such a dorky thing to do —

but also kind of sweet, in its own way.

That pure “thank-you energy” really shows through haha.

To bury this embarrassing relic of the past,

I guess I’ll just have to keep re-uploading diligently

until I reach my latest videos again! ?✨

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이건 말이죠… 지금이라면 100% Video Preview 쪽에 올라갔을 영상이에요 ?

그때는 팬박스를 막 시작했을 때,

하필 말일이라 새로 구독해주신 분들이 엄청 많았거든요.

너무 감사하면서도 “뭔가 더 보여드려야 하는데!” 싶은 마음이 들었죠?

근데 문제는… 편집이 너무 느렸던 거예요 ?

그래서 급하게 생각해낸 게 바로,

“편집이 늦어서 죄송합니다…”라는 사죄의 굴욕 댄스 영상입니다?

약간 굴욕적인 자세로 꾸벅꾸벅 인사하면서,

몸을 살짝 흔들며 죄송하다고 빌던 그 영상이에요…

지금 보면 진짜 세상 부끄럽습니다 ??

당시엔 진심으로 “뭐라도 차별점 있게 보답해야겠다!”는 생각뿐이었어요.

그래서 이 짧은 영상 하나에도 제 마음을 잔뜩 담았답니다.

지금 돌이켜보면 웃기기도 하고,

“아, 그래도 그땐 정말 열심히였구나” 싶어요?

이 부끄러운 과거를 묻으려면…

열심히 다시 업로드해서 최신 영상까지 다 올려야겠죠! ?✨